No more fantasies, ponies riding.

OBSOLETE.

2012-02-18T00:20:00.001+08:00

How I look nowadays:

cui face. Whole week of only 5 hours of sleep per day.

What I really miss and reminisce the most:

Hahaha here comes the flashbacks..

Screamed, shouted and cheered like never before. Serious, first time scream till I woke up with a hoarse throat the next day. Remembered the first and the longest hug was with Michelle.

We were both very happy and I was so touched and unwilling because after so many trainings we had to let go of this commitment and so I teared like mad. (I cry at both extremes. Sad: I cry. Very very happy: I cry.) Actually Michelle wasn’t crying, but after we let go she saw that my eyes was red and tears were like waterfall and she told me not to cry and hug me a second time. Then after we let go for the second time her face was all red and tearful. SO CUTE. AHAHAHHA. Both very sensitive cute girl hugging and crying together.

Heh. Thank you B5 and SPSD!

True story of my life:

2012-02-14T22:08:00.001+08:00

Nerds are lifesavers. They fuel up my tiring and short attention span in math, mother tongue and chinese lessons. (Psst, they becoming like drugs)

Been doing good so far I guess. But I feel mentally sane. I get frustrated at things that don't seem to accommodate my mood at that moment but I hid it well or rant it off as a harsh humour. Moodswings you would say.

It's up to me. Elevate my life condition.

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2012-01-26T20:27:00.003+08:00

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piling up.

2012-01-26T20:27:00.001+08:00

Everything is piling up. To a mountain of negativity. From worries to doubts and low level of confidence.

Let's charge up my battery. Its only January. I still have months to go. I'm going to emerge a victor, no matter what. My best effort. Watch meeeeeee. *grabs attention*

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2012-01-23T11:58:00.001+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

新年快樂 ! Gung Hei Fatt Choy!

May all kiddos grow tall like the dragon, ladies' legs grow long like the dragon and the guy’s *ahem* grow LOOOOOONG like the dragon.

Just kidding. Have fun! ;)

colourful stats

2012-01-13T21:37:00.001+08:00

Hehehehe so prettyyyyyyyyyy. Colourful!!!!!

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life now is…pretty busy! :)

2012-01-11T22:11:00.001+08:00

howdy there. Just a quick update of my busy and happy schedule! :)

Ever since school started, I’ve been really busy studying and going for Chingay trainings. School was okay, I guess I was catching up well with the help of planning my day to day schedule.

Chingay every time was just therapeutic. Although there were a lot of changes here and there, I don’t really mind. Cause all we have to do is adapt, remember and have fun!

Changes was not surprising actually, as Chingay is starting on a new way of parading this year – the water platform. Choreography and movement wise is different as well. So technical run is to review the steps and make changes. I’m dead sure every participating organisations in Chingay changed their steps countless times.

Oh well, change is the only constant anyway. Because if there is no change, it is not constant. Just like how if we are stuck on a negative thought, and we don’t change and look at things in a different perspective, we can’t advance! Therefore, change IS the only constant.

Heh. I can do it. Let’s cherish every practice I have left with B5. I only fear for the feeling of emptiness after Chingay.

Thursday tomorrow! Schooooooooooooooool. 8)

Sho shweet.

2012-01-03T18:29:00.001+08:00

Dear boy was in cahoots with gay. Surprise bam visit from dear boy. Damn surprised. But i never scream and shout la. So old already later junior say i old act cute. Hahaha. Thankyou :-) starting my day right. No fancy party no awkward singsong dinners - perfect.

Hahahahha for 16 years i've going to my awkward birthday dinners and weird party gimmicks which my relatives held and when i was innocently 5 years old they hired a damn clown and scared me to tears. Love this year :-) hate birthday dinners and parties(for my birthday).

Thankyou for wonderful friends and FB stalkers that found out its my birthday. So cute.

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my 2011.

2011-12-31T19:15:00.001+08:00

*click to enlarge*

This are my new year resolutions for this year. Proud to say, most of the short termed resolutions are achieved(slashed out ones). The long termed ones are going to be in my new year resolutions every year, every single year until I die.

However, my long term resolutions bombarded 3/4 of my resolutions. Hahaha. oh well that’s what the horoscope says about the Capricorns. *shrugs*

In 2011,

I :

exerted myself fully in Gakkai activities.
attended every 4division/FD meeting.
maintained a constant pass for my math! *3 cheers*
took my N levels.
took up the role of being an emcee for my 4division meeting. (BEAT THAT IN CHINESE YO)
took up the role of being a student IC in FD.
expanded my circle of Soka friends.
joined SPSD in the journey towards Chingay 2012.
experienced my worst fall. (But I got back up ;) )
got promoted to Sec 5. \m/
realized everything negative/positive that happened previously had a reason. A reason that made sense.
HAD A DATE WITH STREET PHOTOGRAPHER FROM L.A, ERIC KIM!
got my new hot spicy metallic baby
fostered closer bonds with my family members(hopefully) and relatives.
experimented photography at a whole new level. (my personal feel, at least.)
talked to C.Toh! (hahahahahaha)
pulled babygirl and noob boy to walk this journey towards Chingay 2012 with me!

New Year Resolutions for 2012!

pass chinese
pull people back into Gakkai.
keep up faith.
read 10 storybooks.
foster stronger bonds with friends/family/relatives/SYOG A5/Chingay B5
take up more responsibility in Gakkai.
con’td my passion for photography despite busy schedule.(Time management + priority!!!)
go for 10 days of street photography!
drop more kilos!
improve english
prioritize between schoolwork and play.
save $$ for new lens and compact camera.
BE FEARLESS!
enrich myself more with news from current affairs, politics etc.
expand my perspective on art.
shakubuku!
achieve more than a pass for math!
embark and complete my 100 Strangers project for 2012!

Friend and acquaintance

2011-12-27T14:53:00.003+08:00

There is a difference between being an acquaintance and being a friend. An acquaintance is someone whose name you know, who you see every now and then, who you probably have something in common with and who you feel comfortable around.

It’s a person that you can invite to your home and share things with. But they are people who you don’t share your life with, whose actions sometimes you don’t understand because you don’t know enough about them.

Acquaintances.

On the other hand, a friend is someone you love. Not that you are “in love” with them, but you care about them and you think about them when they are not there. The people you are reminded of when you see something they might like, and you know this because you know them so well. They are the people whose pictures you have and whose faces are in your head regardless.

Friends are the people you feel safe around because you know they care about you. They call just to see how you are doing, because a friend doesn’t need an excuse. They tell you the truth, the first time, and you do the same. You know that if you have a problem, they are there to listen.

Friends are the people who won’t laugh at you or hurt you, and if they do hurt you they try hard to make it up to you. They are the people you love, regardless of whether they realize it.

Friends are the people you cried with them when you got rejected from colleges and during the last song at the prom and graduation. They are the people that when you hug them, you don’t think about how long to hug and who’s going to be the first one to let go.

Maybe they are the people that hold the rings at your wedding, or maybe they are the people who give you away at your wedding, or maybe they are the people you marry. Maybe they are the people who you cry at your wedding because they are happy or because they are proud.

They are the people who stop you from making mistakes and help you when you do. They are the people whose hand you can hold, or you can hug or give them a kiss and not have it be awkward because they understand the things you do and they love you for them.

They stick with you and stand by you. They hold your hand. They watch you live and you watch them live and you learn from them. Your life is not the same without them.

Bestboy, babygirl, Saa, Gay, Vanessa, SYOG A5, Chingay B5, Soka fam.

-Bill Greer, Chicken Soup for the Veteran's Soul.

Season’s greetings!

2011-12-25T16:13:00.001+08:00

A normal day for me, basking in the warmth of the throngs of people in Orchard Road- kidding I did that yesterday. I’m staying at home today :) Because I’m non-Christian, so t0day’s nothing special.

Stopped blogging for awhile ever since I came back from Taiwan as my schedule is as packed as sardines. I have things on every single day. Finally, today is a day for rest and recuperation. It has been busy, but everything effort exerted was worthwhile and meaningful.

While I look at my amazing shots taken from my Taiwan and Orchard street shoot, enjoy your Christmas everyone. :)

I'll be back

2011-12-13T21:29:00.001+08:00

Taiwan, Chia Yi. Third day. Going to ximending tomorrow. So far its been good i guess. Kept my mind off things for awhile : ) but i guess for now its shopping as therapy. See you. I'll be back on the 17th. Byebye.

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cry, and go back to sleep.

2011-12-02T22:48:00.001+08:00

:')

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Seoul garden

2011-12-01T15:51:00.001+08:00

Photos from the Seoul Garden brunch date with Babygirl and Noob boy @ Clementi Mall! :) It was a very satisfying brunch tho. Kept me full for the whole day. :D

Finger food! Don’t be fooled. All these are measly cheap stuffs. They placed there to make people eat more of these so people will get their tummy filled up easier and they will consume lesser of the meat(more expensive stuffs). Normal and common trick used in buffets.

Teriyaki chicken or curry chicken I think..

Mussels omg I hate them. Babygirl ordered them and she had to finish it cause I don’t like them and Jerome doesn’t feel like eating them that day haha.

Dessert! Love the brownies and Cookies’nCream ice cream! :)

Me and babygirl 2nd round! :D

Hi fat face me :<

Some of the photos are taken from http://everscar.blogspot.com !

Anyway show you a photo of a chocolate fish! Heh heh heh heh. So damn cute. It’s Ben & Jerry’s ‘Phish Food’. Had it like eons ago(few months back) and I forgotten all about it O: O:

Ok byebye! Going to meet Feza at Raffles Place for dinner later! :) My tummy is grumbling after looking at the ice cream omg –o-"

giving out a little in society.

2011-11-27T14:56:00.001+08:00

Such sights are extremely common around Tampines bus interchange and MRT station. I frequent Tampines yearly and whenever I walk on the sidewalk away from the throng of crowds streaming in and out on the main walkway, I see them. Most of the time, they get ignored.

Being old in age and rather incapable of doing tedious and strenuous jobs, they earn a living by busking and I feel that we should a contribute a little. Be it spare changes you have in your pocket, or you have too much coins to spare.

Whenever I see elderly people like this, I get super soft-hearted and I always feel for them deeply. And so, doing a part for them makes me feel light hearted throughout the day because I knew I made a change in their life. I love how their faces always light up when somebody puts a coin or two into their cans and they thank you gratefully with an energetic and resounding voice.

I, pledge to give out more in society to those in need. :) ✌

living like a boss for 3 days.

2011-11-25T18:44:00.001+08:00

Been dragging this for super long. Finally blogging it cause I can haz a faster and more efficient computer system now! ^_^ I still have about 4 more overdue photo post to publish! I was supposedly going to have a sleepover at Jerome’s house yesterday and today, but Ben couldn’t make it so its only me and Jerome. I had plans to go over today..but I want to do up this first! Ok maybe next week I’ll go over.

This was from the 16th Oct – 18th Oct. This trip was super impromptu can! It started on a lazy afternoon. Then godmommy called to ask hippo and me if we wanted to go to Sentosa and stay for 3 days 2 nights. I was rather reluctant at first, but I went eventually because I wanted a new place to relax and have fun! :D

Day 1

We reached around 4PM and we made our way to Festive Hotel first!

Little Evan is as always being a super mischievous monkey, refused to let me tug his luggage and insist on pulling it himself. And when we reached the escalator he just left the luggage behind and expect me to help him take up –_-" goodness gracious.

Eion! The more sensible one but at the same time easily influenced by Evan’s cheekiness. Double trouble detected? Sure do.

Da dang! Sorry blur shot cause me was so eggcited like a small kid so I walk and shoot at the same time (^o^)/

ANOREXIC ELEPHANT!!!!!!!! Giving it a good stare before giving it the anorexic grade becaz itz bodeh haz sumz FATZ.

Sitting at the hotel lobby waiting or godmommy to be done with checking in at the reception.

He got bored waiting..

So he decided to stack my sis. (Like she would be flattened at all.)

Hotel’s reception desk!

Big apple my Romero Britto. There’s a lot of artworks around the hotel by random artists. But I only took one…hahaha

Apparently he’s not dead..

Goofed around for awhile more then we got the card key and made our way to our hotel room!

the room is super cool! There’s a upper bunk and the ceiling’s reeeeeeal high! :O :O

We settled down and packed our stuffs and chilled in the room for awhile before heading out to check out the hotel compounds.

Complementary train ride from Vivocity to Sentosa!

The hotel’s swimming pool! It’s rather big and at certain angles it looks like scenes out of those Hollywood movies like pool shots, glamourous bikini ladies with martinis and shades on.

Shots around the area:

My dear 50mmwas just being sucha dear that day :)

Anyway had Ruyi for dinner and then head back to our rooms to chill and sit around :D Oh yeah and ever since Steven Lim posted a photo of him with a Ruyi staff in Facebook…everytime I see or hear the word ‘Ruyi’ it just reminds me of Steven Lim –.-"

Let me show you……

This. LOL.

My photos from day 1 just abruptly end here because after that I was just too lazy to bring my camera out because I was enjoying all the freedom like a wild pokemon teeheehee.

Day 2

Second day was the bomb! Godmommy and daddy brought the 2 monkeys + my sister to USS while I got time alone and the whole hotel room to myself! :D Time alone was great. Hah actually I have no fancy for amusement parks especially when I ‘ve been to Universal Studios before. I get sick and tired of amusement parks easily.

Since I had the whole day to myself I initially had plans to head to town for shopping. But I decided I had nothing much to shop so I just took a train down to Vivocity to wander like a lost soul LOL. I swear I had nothing to shop for so I just wandered and went to get my soft frozen yogurt @ Yigloo! …then head back to my hotel room and nua the whole day out hahahaa.

I actually posted on that day using my god daddy’s laptop you can see them here tho. Here & here!

My takeaway pack of Yigloo goodness! :))))

Did you know, if you ordered a medium bowl of Yigloo yogurt, you can get unlimited toppings! Few weeks back I went Vivo with Jerome and I ordered Yigloo and the lady told me I could get as many toppings as I like! yippee! But provided your cup is able to fill much toppings la. Hahaha I only had like 3 toppings and my cup is full already.

Peach, kiwi and strawbie!

Watching MTV and during the ‘Sexy and I know it’ music video by LMFAO I started doing my own things because that video was so painful and…disgusting to watch. Imagine him swinging his crotch until it suddenly just broke off lol omfg poor dick. Then I got out to get my dinner @ Ruyi(LOL thought of Steven Lim again omfg).

My bowl of orgasmic fried rice. Love their fried rice especially with their chilli!

After dinner actually wanted to head out for a walk around Sentosa but decided not because I feel so intimidated by the weird looking Victoria’s Secret staffs constantly staring at me when I walk past their shop like I had bird shit all over my face >_> I kept checking my shirt if I had anything on me or my pants whatsoever lollll. So, I decided to just take a long shower and camp inside the room to watch MTV till godmommy and daddy comes back from Universal Studios.

OMG I JUST REALIZED THAT DAY THAT MTV HAS A TIMESLOT JUST FOR KPOP MUSIC VIDS FML THIS WORLD IS ENDING. Like everything is Kpop la just end the world please lol even Teens and Teenage magazines is featuring Kpop stars on their cover pages for like eternity already stop plz T___T

Random shot taken at the balcony!

Day two photo ended with this lol ^. Nua-ed till 8PM and godmommy and daddy came back with them and a ginormous piece of pizza for me! Oh yumyum om nomnom. They bathed and wts they wanted supper and we went to ToastBox for kopi and toast hahaha sinful max.

Day 3

Got woken up early in the morning at 8blardy AM by dear Evan aaaaaah I wanted to sleep more but he kept throwing pillows down on me and jumped down from the upper bunk to disturb me. ~.~ So yeah got up at 8+ and got ready for breakfast at Coffee bean then went to Candylicious to shop and had Gelato. Checked out at 1PM+ and went for lunch @ Chili’s then headed to MEMA museum to walk! Mingled around more then headed to Zion St food market for dinner then homed at 9PM!

Mint and..I don’t know what flavor hahaha

Evan kept wanting me to carry him but I wanted to snap photos so I told him to ask his daddy to carry so he bo pian piggy back him :P

Tried Eric Kim’s Street Photography tips to ‘Shoot from the hips’ ! A very glorious…fail. HAHAHA

Lunch @ chili’s! Have to tell you the food is UHHH-MAZING.

They have the kid’s menu too! Ok the kid’s menu look 10x more appetizing than the normal menu hahaha maybe because it’s colourful and cute aw I wanted to get the kid’s meal but they rejected me. HOW COULD THEY >:(

God daddy took this pretty shot! I can guess he’s trying to portray a very ‘lonely’ and ‘solitude’ image from this photo. I’d look better in b&w but meh lazy la k hahahaha. It’s kinda interesting to see how the passion for photography runs in our family. My mommy takes nice shots and she love to take photos with her phone(really nice photos taken even with her mobile phone), god daddy owns a slr and takes photos too, grandpa used to own a Nikkor flim slr with macro lens!

This is mine! Apparently poor memory has dawned upon me and I forgot what was this. I need another round trip down to Chili’s to nom again and refresh my memory HAHAHHAHA. just an excuse for wanting to eat bwahahhaa.

Random salad! BAGUS AH!

Godmommy’s pork (^OO^) ribs! Taste fine but not exactly what I like.

I got bored after awhile so I flashed my red baby and started shooting around.

Say “AAAAAAAAAAAAH” :O

Say “AAAAAAAAAAAAAH” :O :O

Say “AAAAAAAAAAAAH” :O :O :O

Say “AAAAAAAA-” What? You don’t wanna “AAAAH” ?

“Yup.” (^-^)

*puppy eyes and sad stare* OH GAWD how can anybody be so mean to this little angel hahaha.

Super sweet. :) Btw they remind me of TypicalBen & Randy hahaha don’t ask me why I just think so hahahha lol. DON’T THEY??!!

THIS IS SUPER SWEET. When I told Eion to take a photo with didi, he just pull Evan in and stuck his face beside his. AWWWWWW

MEMA! This is exhibition about the Silk Route! Like our ancestors and all that used that route by ships and junks to carry goods to one country.

After MEMA we headed to an over priced café for waffles and milk tea. Super over priced. Go take your risk lol. Kill your pockets and burn it! SO HIDE YO KIDS AND HIDE YO WIFE.

Finally done with this post. Took SOOOOOOOOO long. Tsk. Ok a little update. I. AM. GROUNDED. Not exactly but I have to go out less for movies, shopping and literally going out la. Cause my dad restricted me and told me I have to stay at home and study for sec 5. *stares*

K. I am rather pissed off with him because he is being a hotheaded motherfucker yesterday for screaming at me for no reason. I would’ve sensibly obliged to your command if you spoke nicely to me and not be a motherfucker to everybody when you are angry. You angry at sis nothing to do with me right. I haven’t even gotten my results yet and you use this tone to talk to me.

You even made us sound like we’re incapable. Lol everything you scolded is damn cliché. Not cliché to everybody but cliché to me and the past lectures you’ve given us. Same words over and over I could even predict what you were going to say next and what tone you will be using for the next sentence. I know you want the best for us and love us and yeah. Sometimes I just hate you lol.

Yes dad, I don’t care if you will ever visit this blog or not. But I want to say this. There are a lot of things you don’t know about me so you can’t just judge from what you think is correct.

Bye.

cryptic.

2011-11-23T15:59:00.003+08:00

Changed my blogskin. Sorry, im not that capable of making my own blogskin hahaha lol. Yeah took like 20minutes lol. Was copying all the details from prev blogskin and transfer to clipboard then to and fro. My mini vaio is revived. It is running faster now cause I cleared almost 6-8GB of photos from it and saved it in my hard disk. ;) So I guess I'll be blogging more often now!

Yeah. Realized I haven’t had a photo of my hamburger face on my blog for very long already.

Or was it just last week? Nevermind.

YEEEEEEEEESH. I still got maintain that hamburger face look. ✌

Kbye I gotta run! Meet babygirl @ Jurongpoint 4.30PM then Chingay prac!

Reminisce. : )

2011-11-21T22:30:00.001+08:00

Looking through my old Facebook notes... Saw this. So happy that SYOG involved SSA in this inaugural process. If not for this chance, would I have experienced the power of nmhrgk and found my turning point in life? I not for this, would I be able to attain a breakthrough in my results last year? Lastly, if not for SYOG SSA A5, would I have been the changed, matured, cheerful and sensible girl coupled with wonderful comrades in faith?

Ever grateful. Thank you <3

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hiatus.....kinda!

2011-11-20T23:10:00.001+08:00

Taking a walk in town alone soon. To ignite my passion again. Alone passion. Shoot down people with my spicy red hot baby!

Yes, i need to go out to shoot again. Love walking around town alone and shoot, no shopping at all none. Ok maybe a little.

When I have plans to go out, the weather fails me. Rain and rain and rain. But i'd say its everybody's prayers answered + good fortune that our Chingay trainings are always clear weather and rain free. :-)

Maybe, Tuesday? Time to get time alone and get a life. Sort out my thoughts and do some gosho studying. I'll be back~ (no, not 2PM's thank yiuuuuuu)

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2011-11-14T22:59:00.004+08:00

再（不要）见。Probably the best way for things right now. While I find myself back and balance my life and insecurities well before fucking things up. Gooda(very)bye is the best.

For a start, let's base my everything I have on faith now. And pray for my dear sister's surgery. I am feeling the jitters for her. Dear sis, if you see this please chant! <3

Guess what I found from therealericlim.blogspot.com.

2011-11-14T16:09:00.002+08:00

Was reading through blogs and hop till this from therealericlim.blogspot.com .

" Recently my sister introduced to me a very special character reading ( something like astrology ), it is called "Numerology".

What is Numerology?

Numerology is the study of the symbolism of numbers. It is used to determine a person’s personality, strengths and talents, obstacles, inner needs, emotional reactions and ways of dealing with others. Whether you use numerology to examine your life, take advantage of unexplored opportunities, confirm your talents or simply figure out where to go next, numerology can be a penetrating tool that helps you understand yourself and loved ones better. Numerology presents the whole picture, revealing all the diverse parts of your personality and how they come together to create the person you are.

How To Calculate Your "Name Number"?

Use the birth name ( given a person at birth )to determine the Name Number (also known as the Expression Number), which reveals the overall personality. To calculate the name number, find the number that corresponds to each letter in the name in the chart below, add the numerals up, and then "reduce" the final number to a single digit, as you did with the birth path number, above.

Example:

Name given at birth: Mary Lynn Smith.

Find each letter and its corresponding numeral in the chart above, and then add these digits together:

4+1+9+7+3+7+5+5+1+4+9+2+8 = 65

Reduce by adding the sum's digits together, and then further reduce to come to a single digit, if necessary:

65 = 6+5 = 11
11 = 1+1 = 2

In this example, the Name Number is 2, representing the personality type.

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The Meaning of Basic Numbers in Numerology

1

One is the leader. The number one indicates the ability to stand alone, and is a strong vibration. Ruled by the Sun.

Keywords: independent, creative, original, ambitious, determined, self-assured. If expressed negatively: arrogant, stubborn, impatient, self-centered.

As lovers: Number ones take the lead in love. Love and/or the chase is of utmost importance to these lovers. There can be self-centeredness, however. These lovers are willing to experiment, and they can be quite exciting--they can also require a lot of excitement because they can bore easily.

2

This is the mediator and peace-lover. The number two indicates the desire for harmony. It is a gentle, considerate, and sensitive vibration. Ruled by the Moon.

Keywords: diplomatic, warm, peaceful, sensitive. If expressed negatively: too dependent, manipulative, passive-aggressive.

As lovers: Number Twos will bend over backwards to keep a relationship running smoothly. They offer emotional security to their lovers. The number two is associated with the Moon and, since the Moon rules Cancer in astrology, is similar to the Cancer vibration.

3
Number Three is a sociable, friendly, and outgoing vibration. Kind, positive, and optimistic, Three's enjoy life and have a good sense of humor. Ruled by Jupiter.

Keywords: jovial, friendly, positive, adventurous, self-expressive. If expressed negatively: extravagant, scattered, superficial.

As lovers: Number Threes are fun, energetic, and willing to experiment. These lovers need space and contact with others in order to feel content. If they feel confined, they will be unhappy and restless. Allowed the freedom to socialize and scatter their energies, they are exciting and happy lovers.

4

This is the worker. Practical, with a love of detail, Fours are trustworthy, hard-working, and helpful. Ruled by Uranus.

Keywords: trustworthy, helpful, steady, logical, self-disciplined, problem-solving. If expressed negatively: contrary, stubborn, narrow.

As lovers: Although steady and generally trustworthy, Fours can be quite emotional and frustrated if they feel caged in. They tend to need some level of confrontation in their love lives. A relationship that stagnates will bring out their contrary nature. They love to solve problems, and if allowed to "take on" and tackle predicaments, they are very loyal lovers.

5
This is the freedom lover. The number five is an intellectual vibration. These are "idea" people with a love of variety and the ability to adapt to most situations. Ruled by Mercury.

Keywords: adaptable, freedom-loving, romantic, resourceful, witty, fun-loving, curious, flexible, accommodating. If expressed negatively, non-committal, irresponsible, inconsistent.

As lovers: These lovers are generally attractive to the opposite sex, as they are adaptable, curious, and friendly. Their wit and love of fun is unmistakable. In order to be happy in love, they need some level of change and variety. They also require mental stimulation. They are quick to adapt to ups and downs, but when under-stimulated, they can be inconsistent and resisting of making commitments.

6
This is the peace lover. The number six is a loving, stable, and harmonious vibration. Ruled by Venus.

Keywords: compassionate, stable, family-loving, trustworthy, domesticated. If expressed negatively, superficial, jealous, possessive, unwilling to change.

As lovers: Number Sixes have a deep dislike of discord and will generally work hard at keeping the peace. They are very attached to their homes and their families. At their best, they are devoted and stable partners who do whatever they can to maintain balance and harmony. At their worst, they take their peace-loving natures too far, and become lethargic, diplomatic to the point of superficiality, and jealous.

7

This is the deep thinker. The number seven is a spiritual vibration. These people are not very attached to material things, are introspective, and generally quiet. Ruled by Neptune.

Keywords: unusual, introspective, intuitive, psychic, wise, reserved. If expressed negatively: melancholic, odd, leaves too much to chance, hard to reach.

As lovers: These lovers are a little spaced out, and sometimes hard to reach and to understand. However, their disinterest in material things and focus on spirituality makes for interesting, if a little kooky, bed partners and mates. They are intuitive, some are psychic, and although they can be loners at different times in their lives, they are often devoted partners. They can reach levels of intimacy and romance beyond many people's imaginations. However, their goals in love may be too lofty and thus they can be prone to disappointment when relationships inevitably fall short of ideal.

8

This is the manager. Number Eight is a strong, successful, and material vibration. Ruled by Saturn.

Keywords: ambitious, business-minded, practical, leading, authoritative, successful, courageous, accomplished, organized. If expressed negatively: tense, narrow, materialistic, forceful.

As lovers: These lovers take a commitment with responsibility and bravery. When they treat relationships like business deals, however, they can easily alienate partners and fall short of creating a tolerant and romantic atmosphere. Eights are generally practical and secure, and offer their mates stability and security.

9

This is the teacher. Number Nine is a tolerant, somewhat impractical, and sympathetic vibration. Ruled by Mars.

Keywords: jack of all trades, humanitarian, sympathetic, helpful, emotional, tolerant, active, determined. If expressed negatively: financially careless, moody, bullying, overly emotional, sullen, restless.

As lovers: These lovers are involved and helpful. Because they are sympathetic, they can easily be doormats. They show their love by helping their partners, and assuming their lovers' problems. If triggered, their emotions can be volcanic, and a seemingly meek personality can resort to bullying tactics when unhappy.

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Master Numbers

In the first example above, in which the calculations for the Birth Path Number were demonstrated, the final number was reduced from an 11 to a 2. In Numerology, there are such things as Master Numbers that are noted, and these are the numbers 11 and 22. Essentially, the number 11 is a 2, but it is considered a higher vibration of the number 2. Similarly, the number 22 is a 4, but it is a higher vibration of the number 4.

11

This is the giver. Number Eleven is an innovator with an unmistakable streak of humanitarianism.

Keywords: idealistic, intuitive, considerate, tolerant, accepting, steadfast. If expressed negatively: too dependent, over-sensitive, manipulative.

As lovers: These lovers are romantic in the idealistic sense of the word. They want to see good in people, and they find it. Elevens are the least selfish lovers, and they are extremely considerate. They won't push you to do anything. They hold onto their partners (and their friends) and they are the masters of compromise. Elevens are tolerant and accepting.

22

This is the master builder. Although Number Twenty-twos are idealists and visionaries, they still manage to keep their feet on the ground.

Keywords: achiever, wise, intense, idealistic, resourceful, passionate. If expressed negatively: overly emotional, destructive, dramatic.

As lovers: It's all or nothing with these lovers. They don't seem capable of doing things halfway, and that includes their relationships. They are generally bent on achieving in life, and their sheer intensity is something people either love or hate.
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Have fun checking out what number represent your own character ( or even your lover/enemy )? "

I calculated mine...

Angelina Tan Ying Jie :
1+5+7+5+3+9+5+1+2+1+5+7+9+5+7+1+9+5 = 87

8+7 =15

1+5 = 6

6
This is the peace lover. The number six is a loving, stable, and harmonious vibration. Ruled by Venus.

Keywords: compassionate, stable, family-loving, trustworthy, domesticated. If expressed negatively, superficial, jealous, possessive, unwilling to change.

As lovers: Number Sixes have a deep dislike of discord and will generally work hard at keeping the peace. They are very attached to their homes and their families. At their best, they are devoted and stable partners who do whatever they can to maintain balance and harmony. At their worst, they take their peace-loving natures too far, and become lethargic, diplomatic to the point of superficiality, and jealous.

WOW. K bye.

2011-11-14T13:14:00.001+08:00

Kills me to see my family members quarrelling. Now i am doing it. I'm dead on my own.

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2011-11-14T02:19:00.001+08:00

Fever. Nose hurts. Head hurts. Eyes hurts. Im a stupid girl. Nobody has to see this. Hate myself. My insecurity of not doing well. Even i am starting to feel stupid about my insecurities. I am still unfathomable - not to others but to myself. A day of swollen eyes session. Ends now. Goodnight and i cry myself to death.

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2011-11-14T01:22:00.001+08:00

I hate broken ties between family members. This is why i always make the most out of every moment i have. But often insecurities get the better of me and i start being a motherfucker and thwart things and fuck everything up. It always happens. My mom, my granny and now....

I feel so....like an indescribable mess every single time after a tiff. Family make up 80% of my heart. I shan't say much. But every single person who is affiliated to me, i really really treasure them. I hate myself for fucking things up. I can never....sua. Hate me Angelina fucking Tan till i die.

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2011-11-13T17:42:00.001+08:00

I want to bury myself at yck cemetary right now. I am a useless piece of motherfucker. I nevet do things right. Never once.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR VANESSAFOO <3

2011-11-12T23:46:00.001+08:00

Happy 16th!! Con'td to work hard for your future endeavours and we'll strive together as comrades in faith for kosen rufu and 2030!!!! : ) Know what?

WE SURVIVED THE TRAIN TRACKS WOOHOO! When the train rushed past us, we power combined to make ourselves invisible. heehee. Me love you! <3 ; )

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always a reason for any occurences.

2011-11-11T16:13:00.001+08:00

My IC once said to me "Just do it. Your sincerity will definitely be felt." now i know. Things really took a turn this year. Another turning point in life. Thank you ghz.

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No feel for blogging...mini vaio's handicapped

2011-11-11T01:05:00.001+08:00

Hiya just random photos taken over a span of dunno how many days. Cannot stand the extreme lag of my vaio alrdy. So yea......

First photo is me and my sis out to Orchard to meet my mom and have dinner which afterwards I went shopping at H&M like a boss cause mommy paid lolz.

Second is the driod water bot i downloaded from the android market earlier today. It helps you to keep track of how much intake of water you have taken in a day and i'd say this kinda work for me because i will keep drinking water to fill up the droidbot to a happy face teehee :D

Third is a screenshot of Mr YL very-long-never-see Lee's FB status which i commented in hahaha lolz. Going out to meet him and olivia later on(now alrd Friday) for Soka youth dance crew perf at Tamp ICA! hHahaha no kisses plz only hugs. And no more using sentences to grill me plz thanks hahaha.

Fourth and fifth is pretty sky taken yesterday and the day before..or was it 3 days back..anyway, pretty sky!! : )

Sixth....ok my face. Yay ^____^v

Seventh is my dinosaur stealing my chocolate my bro gave me. K imagination only k im still a kid.

Eighth..another pretty sky.

K i think i really lost my balls to blog. But i will update my sentosa post soon. Must find it back. Cause i want to blog my thoughts and everything here. And in 10years time or so i want to reflect on how much i have grown. Yeaaaaa. K bye. Whoopee eggcited for Tamp tmr! : )

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我.....

2011-11-09T01:19:00.001+08:00

饿了 :-( :-( :-( :-( :-(

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movie wowowow

2011-11-05T00:05:00.001+08:00

Haiiii. This is the super last update using my driodbot I swear. I will post something proper. My USS post is not even complete....

K went for movie date w my primary schl mates tday! caught 23:59! it was ok though. It was scary, but surprisingly i didnt crawl and suck myself into my seat which i do everytime and cover my ear mouth eyes. I think its because i felt a need to act gungho beside babygirl cause she was scared(and have to protect her la!!!!). But i covered a lil here and there. Ok watching it uncovered is best actually...haha. Ate reunion dinner at kopitiam and randomly walked ard the old.boring. familiar jurongpoint.

Primary school friends went thru the most with me. Like really. Childish quarrels with people about minor stuffs - primary schl friends. First major exam(psle) - pri schl friends. My first period - pri schl girlfriends(hahahaha sorry but ya.) ok puberty la. Hear so many boys talking and suddenly zhao xia. Super cute. Ok i shall stop. Goodanight xxxxxxxxx

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Bliss.

2011-11-03T23:15:00.001+08:00

Today, I woke up at 8 blardy 30 AM and snoozed my max volume PPG alarm tone till 9 super 25 shiok AM. Realization: I might be late. So I shot up(not really) and bathed. Prepped mail I was going to send(send liao) and changed and head out.

Dengdeng. Late. Reached at 10.45AM and made babygirl wait for me and noob boy for 30mins. Headed for Seoul Garden and ate and ate and ate. Ok orgasmiczxc hot plate CHICKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN OMG. ok it was supa worth teehee we sat there from 11.30am to 2pm weeweee. Pictures of noob boy and babygirl and the aftermath of our table riot. There got ice cream fruits and ice kachang~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ explored clementi and got back to Jp and talk and play like crazy while waiting for 6pm cos noob boy was gg for his haircut and die dye. Went home at 6plus teehee.

Had class chalet yesterday but went to wildwildwet w the girls first and got to chalet at ard 6pm. Had bbqed food and mommyteo came! <3 chatted and laughed like crazy. Inbetween i was like an awkward idiot doing nothing and I started to like go mad with my thoughts and everything ha. Then left at 11.10pm to catch the last train. was on solo but the whole bunch managed to catchup so yea 3/4 classmates + mommy and vuvuzela on the train tgt!!!!! ;) love the last train. Reminds me of SYOG. Hahaha. Ok i promise and swear i will do a proper post soon v__v Vaio mini is getting slow and old. Goodnight and i love life and appreciate and is grateful for everything i am going thru. Ok my dad just pissed me off zzzzzz. Ok baibai

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So far so good? : )

2011-11-01T21:58:00.001+08:00

Life's been pretty good nowadays. Spending time at chingay practices with my bestest darlings and SPSD and my family gathering at Hilltop.

And...

Having one of my long term prayers slowly being answered. Its like everything planned out exactly how you wanted it to be.

I want to stand up proudly infront of my soka family and share this testimonial when it really comes true - with her back into our big big big family where everybody are people you can really truly call friends.

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Simplest gratitude and contentment in life...

2011-10-29T23:49:00.001+08:00

29.10.2011

Seeing both of my bestest babies getting along well. What more can i ask for? People say we can't have the best of both worlds, but I got the best of both worlds ;-)

Endless gratitude for the warmth from my Soka family - a place that allowed me to experience true selfless friendship. Thank you ghz.

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Thunder and lightning..

2011-10-27T16:39:00.001+08:00

Raining just kills my mood to head outside. Hate rainy days ): Cheerful bright sunny days dampened to gloomy dull rainy weather!

If rain turns into snow…..

*cheeky smile*

Bye! gonna head out soon!

My WONDERWALL :)

2011-10-23T21:59:00.001+08:00

Did this today!

Spent my morning and afternoon cutting and writing and cutting and blu-tacking it! It turned out ok. But I still don’t really like it. D:

Ok la I guess it’s okay….. think I’ll do more editing and change the photos regularly :)

Like the flow of the water.

2011-10-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

Ever found that something of yours has gone like the drip of a drop of water? Something gone that left you really empty that it took you a little while to realize that? A thing gone that you can never relive or go back to it but you can only find it back and do it all over again?

Yes, the memories you had with somebody. All drifted away with the wind, gone with their own far away land. But we met again, with some gone forever. Reminiscing as much, but we can never get it back.

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Had a really long chat with a few of my primary school mates. We talked about how things have changed, and who left and who didn’t. All the childish acts we did to one another which we regretted and at the same time we didn’t – as it created an impact in our lives. From how we gradually grew to understand and respect one another.

We talked about the one who has left us, and we hesitated about using the word “forever” and we wanted a halt to it. We all wanted back all the simple happy friendship, and we wanted to put everything in the past and start afresh. With only positive memories and lessons learnt from the negatives.

Goh Kailing, we really miss you. We want you back. Is that possible?

weGra_ _ _ _ _ .

2011-10-19T23:40:00.001+08:00

Today was really a fulfilling day. Contentment, joy, laughter, fun.

Will post photos once I receive my photos from my roll of film.

OK I GOT MY LUNCH!

2011-10-17T17:04:00.001+08:00

HEEHEE I GOT MY LUNCH! ^_______________________^V

BOINGBOING TEEHEEE HAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAAA

HELLOOOOOOOOOO! ^____________^

2011-10-17T16:38:00.000+08:00

Hello I'm blogging now since I'm bored and hungry. Godmommy and goddaddy brought the 2 monsters and sissy to USS. I rejected cause I don't like USS hahaha. Sorry, amusement parks doesn't attract me.

Did shoppang at Vivocity just now on my own (unfruitful) and I got a froggie merchandise from DAISO lolzzzz.

Oh yaa... I came to Sentosa for a 3 day 2 nights retreat. Bunked in at Festive Hotel.

I tapao-ed frozen yogurt from Yigloo too with fruit toppings whoopee.

Now, I'm blogging and watching...Cartoon Network. Oh well it's not bad actually. Time alone :)

Photos of the hotel room. (Taken using webcam yo!)

High ceiling

I've been transformed into a Ninjatopus since last Saturday's Chingay training. Look. I'm creeping up and unto the ceiling you can't really see me now. Oh yes you can....

My SOFT FROOOOOOZEN YOGURT OMIGOSSSSSSSSSSSSSH.

Ok I'm really lazy to get my lunch. Lazy is a reason. The second reason is because the staffs at Victoria's Secret kept staring at me and wondered why I walked in and out of the hotel compounds so much >___>

Ok la i really walked out a lot of times and they kept staring at me. Ahhhhh. Ok I shall head out soon and see if I can bump into godmommy and daddy~

Baibai o(^O^)o

Bored at 01 40

2011-10-14T01:38:00.003+08:00

Really bored now. Hahaha don’t feel like sleeping but I want to farm my hair! Yeah I need to grow my hair hahahhaa whatever I have no idea what I am typing so here goes nothing ahahahsjsa.

Wuddy duddy bubby toucans. AWH THEY LOOK SO BLUR AND CUTE OMG. Still remembered the epic moment when I looked at it from far and thought it was a cleaning cloth and me screaming like crazy after staring at it and realized there were toucans flying around my neighbourhood.

Looked through my photos taken last Sunday. Ok I’m like hungry now……

Teehee monkey face.

COCA COLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. Actually I like it gasless. DO YOU KNOW THE ACTUAL COLOUR OF COLA IS A DISGUSTING GREEN? O: O:

SLIPPER! =D It’s a rather unique pair. Cause of the braids! XD OK IM REALLY BORED. SHALL I INTRODUCE YOU TO BROWNIEE????????

CUTEST. THING. EVER. OMG *HYPERVENTILATES*

He’s an old man now. Hahaha. Super cute and cuddly wuddly fuzzyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ^_____^ He’s not mine, ok partially mine :D I watched him grew from day one. The day he was bought, the first time I watch him eat, the first time I shook hands with him. I used to play ball with him and play catching with him around the whole house and how he once came to our house and tackled my bro’s favorite pikachu soft toy. :3

It’s all so vivid. Now, he’s just too old to move about and he just sits beside me whenever I visit and tilt his head whenever I talk to him.

TOO CUTE. BYE ^-^

Omg I just talked about Brownie in that whole paragraph. Chingay trainings are starting! This Saturday at PA HQ. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

Bye.

Real Steel | Steal Reel

2011-10-12T23:37:00.001+08:00

Thank you Laylah and Rusyda for the awesome day out! :)

Bought a new wallet from Espirit!Byebye 27 dollars. BUT WHOCARES ITS ON SALEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

HAMBURGER FACE!

Bye. =D

Words that paint a picture, pictures that inspire.

2011-10-09T00:01:00.001+08:00

“ I will care for you endlessly even when you finally grow old enough to be independent on your own. I will still care for you because you are forever my baby brother. ”

I want to explore street photography. Then move on to night landscape photography. :)

Popo’s birthday.

2011-10-06T23:38:00.001+08:00

Her birthday was on the 1st of October! Had BBQ at godmommy’s house.

Tried the flash filter on my sis!

My flower pen which I was going to give popo but I forgot omg –__-

Xiaobai! Brownie’s brother!

Finally reached Hillview!God daddy was fanning the charcoal pitpit! Hahaha damn cute.

Saw this white colour thing! Look closer and realized it’s fungi OMGGGG. But so cool no?

His paws remind me of OH YA PEH YA SOM!

Reached there rather early and got nothing to do so I started taking random shots… weird, nothing to do and everything starts looking interesting to you. Including this…..Xiao bai’s bell bell

Even the metal chair… –.-

Boo they swam and I cannot!!!! Cause I lazy to change into swimsuit XD

Randomly explored around the condo compounds..

This tree damn cool. It’s plaited. Omg which hairstylist tell me plz! Hahaha sorry lame.

OMMMY NOMNOMNOMMY

Pretty and cute chinese malay girlgirl! :)

7PM AND BBQ STARTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NAY.

YAY!!!!

Ok other than food I cannot find other reason to get excited. Godmommy invited one of her colleagues and aunt invited her kindergarten friend along with her husband and kids. Got super socially awkward. Ok you can’t blame me for that I even have problems making the first move to talk. X.X

So I retreated and succumb to the comfort of the interesting poolside chairs with my sister while watching others socializing…

He came looking for me after awhile. Hahaha so damn cute!

Started bbqing marshmallows..(I have no interest in it.)

After staying downstairs for so long I cannot stand it already lolz. Might as well get back up and play with Brownie and Wangwang! ^_^ Got up awhile and then got called back down –______-Don’t mind getting called down cause now I got Awfully Choc cake to eat la!!!!

Hello cute garden snail ^____________^

Me : Happy birthday popo! =D =D

Dog : go away la she is my mother right! Grrr. >=/

HAHAHAHHAA

AHA DAMN CUTE BROWNIE! I SWEAR HE’S SUPER CUTE. HE SCRATCHES THE DOOR AND YOU OPEN HE WALKS IN AND DOG WALK ONE ROUND AND HE STARTS SCRATCHING THE DOOR AGAIN TO BE LET OUTSIDE THEN HE KEEPS COMING IN AND OUT OMG DAMN CUTE. HAHAHAHA >________<Silly silly cutie :)

I don’t mean it but I really cannot get a proper picture of Wangwang. He is toooooooo active. Everything I look at him he will come charging at me and want me to sayang him. Aw pampered dog :)))) He gets jealous when I sayang Brownie. Hahahaha really very cute.

Ok la really abrupt ending. Watched and relaxed in aunt’s room for and hour or so watching bollywood movies.

Conclusion of the birthday celebration : socially awkward. Ben jiu jiu sent us home at 11PM+ ! Thankyou jiujiu! ^_^

Who says a person taking candid photos is a lousy photographer? really… *dots*

“You can pray all you want to a rice cooker, but if you don’t put rice in it, you will never get cooked rice.” – Josei Toda.

Prayers + concrete action = success.

DIANA LAI LIAOOOOOOOO.

2011-10-05T00:01:00.001+08:00

Got my Diana Lens from Rahayu last Sunday! Like a yay. Toy camera effect. \m/ Flash filter too! :)

Going to mingle more with it after my N’s. Which is in two days time. TWO MOFOFOFOFOFOFO DAYS. (^O^)

After my N’s means:

I can go out more often.

Get a job. (Maybe, but who will actually hire 16 years olds)

VISIT FAT BROWNIE! <3 And Wangwang who is ever always so jealous and cute whenever I sayang Brownie first.

AWH HE IS SHO CUTEZXCZ. I think he deliberately posed for the camera :D . AIYA DAMN CUTE LAH.

WAIT FOR ME! ^_^

Raise our feet up, to expect something else.

2011-09-24T23:28:00.001+08:00

Aim to finish my art preparatory work by next Monday. (Already 3/4 done)
Maintain faith. (dmk & gongyo everyday)
Save $$.
Put in 101% effort to study.
Motivate peers (<3)
Look forward to Chingay ‘2012 with @Everscar & babygirl!

Time and tide waits for no one

2011-09-21T21:46:00.002+08:00

3rd September 2011, Clarke Quay.

Wait for me will you? :)

Really want to share something..

2011-09-16T21:40:00.002+08:00

"Youth is a time of rapid change, from day to day and moment to moment. It can also be a time of confusion. You may feel as if you are standing alone in a wasteland or on a battlefield. Sometimes you may think you can’t believe in anyone, that no one loves you, or even that you have no reason to live.

Grades at school or university are probably not your only worries. You may have problems at home, with money or health, with how you feel about your looks, with members of the opposite sex, or with friends. From feeling confident and upbeat one moment, you may be overwhelmed with insecurity, frustration or apathy the next.

You may have fundamental questions about yourself and your identity: Who am I? What should I do with my life? It is quite natural to feel unsure about the best way to proceed. If you haven’t yet decided on your future course, I feel the best thing is just to concentrate your energies on what you need to do right now, and gradually your full potential will emerge.

The most important thing is not to give up on yourself when you are young, giving in to negativity or cynicism. Don’t compare yourself with others. Be true to who you are and try to cherish and feel content with your own irreplaceable life. Even if you’re sometimes laughed at, or people let you down, keep going forward and never let yourself be defeated.

Setting yourself targets is a good idea. Even if you have the tendency to only stick at something for two or three days, just keep renewing your determination. When you’re studying and you think, “I can’t do any more; I want to go out,” you may decide to challenge yourself to keep going for just another five minutes. People who can persevere even this much will achieve great things in life.

Youth is the time for building your foundation in life. You can’t build a tall building without first making its foundations solid and secure. In the same way, if you neglect study or shy away from hard work while you’re young, you can’t really build yourself a great future.

A smooth, easy life in which everything goes your way may seem great, but you won’t be able to develop your character if everything always works out according to plan. You may even become spoiled—a person who can’t think about others and who is no help when things get tough." -Daisaku Ikeda

source: http://www.ikedaquotes.org/stories/my-young-friends

My dearest mentor. Look up to him, a lot. Really trying my best to keep myself going because all the trials and tribulations are for me to learn and challenge myself so I can endure the future hardships that is definitely going to happen to everybody and me.

Life's vissicitudes -

2011-09-11T16:31:00.001+08:00

stuck with me forever to breakthrough. Tedious and arduous the process may seem, let's be strong, Angelina.

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Gakkai family–21st August 2011

2011-09-09T00:59:00.001+08:00

Best among the 5 shots. Byakuren didn’t focus properly~

Sleepy to the very head

2011-09-07T22:35:00.001+08:00

Wait for me olympus, minolta and superheadzzzzzzzz.

Holding onto invisible bars.

2011-09-06T21:53:00.001+08:00

Want to go out. To find myself back again.

Breakin’ free

2011-09-05T22:26:00.001+08:00

Bye blogging. Hi photo blogging.

multiple eruptions from a bottle of fun

2011-09-02T22:58:00.001+08:00

Pictures from last Saturday!

We were actually unsure of where to go. So we just went out ~

Randomly taken whilst inside the bus with sis.

Then inside the MRT ~.~

Decided to alight at City Hall. We had initially planned to go to Orchard, but due to time constraint we skipped it.

Boo people creeping from behind! ToT

Went Peninsular Plaza for fun! ^____^

Heehee then we slowly walked and made our way to Raffles City Shopping Mall!

Had Chippy’s! Had the battered fish set! $4+ really worth it. V v v full :>We then settled ourselves down at Starbucks to rest! Because I was carrying a big bag, a slr bag, and my dslr slinged all at my right shoulder! Super heavy but I didn’t regret bringing 2 cameras! :)

And Starbucks changed their sleeve already! Chio blue background and white stars!

Fooling around~

Planning on where to go for our dinner…(furry pen ftw)

Left Starbucks Raffles Place at around 6PM+! Decided to have dinner at Tiong Bahru since it’ll be convenient to go to our zadankai place at Kim Tian rd!

Had UmiSushi @ Tiong! Sad to say, rather lousy service. Shan’t elaborate.

Went for zadankai at 8PM. As usual, learnt a lot of things! Ever since I took up official faith, I’ve develop a liking for Gakkai activities. Like anything that helps strengthen my faith! :)

Just some random shots. And reached home at 10PM.

Pretty unfruitful shopping that day. But I’ve no idea how my POSB card from an amount of $93.31 can end up being $30+ in a day! It’s a mystery. Still trying to solve it up till today.

Oh well *shrugs* I think I should sleep soon. There’s school tomorrow. 2 more days till N levels. Time to buck up and keep up faith.

Second roll of film out! :)

2011-09-01T18:53:00.001+08:00

This is the second roll of film I developed! Andandandand, it’s in b&w! WEEEEEEEEEE WHOOPEE I LOVE B&W PHOTOOOOOS ^_^

This was when I went to the Tanjong Pagar railway station with dongdongcheng! (24-Jun-2011)

Date with babygirl @ vivocity! (02-Jul-2011)

Random tuition day! (Forgot what date was it >_>)

Super happy with my prints this time round! Because I like the b&w effect my slr gave! Plus old yellowish antique lenses for the win \m/.

2 weeks back.

2011-08-26T21:21:00.001+08:00

Tuition with bestboy, Evelyn and sissy. Ok tuition every Sunday. Normal and perfectly perfect routine for me! :D

Sis brought her hippo out to keep us company :>

Weird face spams :

This stare is mad scary. *dislike*

Headed to JP with Jerome and searched for his headphones then met mum and had Swensen’s !

Meatballs are damn yums!

OH HAI MUSHMOM.

Super full. Only ate like the salad and soup and some side dishes and I so full already. Cos before that ate a lil before meeting mom!

Went shopping around after eating..okay I wouldn’t call that shopping because Jurong Point is like boring to me and it’s like nothing to shop! Strolling around is better! ^_^

Sat down to rest after walking for so long.

Ok abrupt ending because I don’t know what to say already. Lost it all. The blogging juices. Will find my life back after N’s! Because recently my life is :

Study study slack slack slack study study slack study study sad.

Not really sad actually, and not happy. Hahaha ok it was mundane and the occasional helpless feelings. Thought of giving up, but I won’t :)

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I’ve got my DIY camera funds box! And it’s piling up! Using it to buy a shiny spangle camera and develop my b&w film! Actually I set a target for myself to save up to an amount of $150 before spending it! But I don’t think I can stand it.

The cameras are seducing me – badly.

2011-08-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

There is always a monster inside of us, be it fear, hatred, greed or selfishness. We've got to overcome it all, to become a better person and it's not within your control - it's IN your control. Only you have the right to change yourself and to fight out the monster within you.

14 minutes past midnight.

2011-08-21T00:13:00.001+08:00

And there’s tuition later. Let’s buck up.

“Not advancing is retreating.”

Dear you,

2011-08-16T20:06:00.002+08:00

What would cheer you up? You yes you reading this right now Everscar Carvalho Gerald Jerome! ☺

Does my porcupine help?

How bout a bag of cute fat pigeons?

A 2 bucks curry-not-very-nice-puff?

Or do you need perking up? A dead cockroach? :)

Sorry for grossing you out. I think you need candy.

K la I think you will want a cuppa Starbucks! (you greedy boy)

“When you devote your life to achieving your goal, you will not be bothered by shallow criticism. In fact, nothing important can be accomplished if you allow yourself to be swayed by some trifling matter, always looking over your shoulder and wondering what others are saying or thinking. The key to achievement is to move forward along your chosen path with deep determination.” –Daisaku Ikeda

I know you’re in the midst of worrying for you results and subjects. But fear not, if you plan your time well, and really, just take the very first step to plan your timetable and study timings. Just take that small simple step to cut down on distractions, you can go far.

Remember, just take that small little step. As the saying goes, “A little goes a long way.” You will go far! I know your goal is to get into a poly of your choice, so in order to go to poly, you must pass N’s and then O’s right! So your current goal is to pass N’s then O’s!

It may seem long and arduous, but how fast has time pass by this year? Next year will come very fast and let’s clear our negativity and distractions and let’s emerge victorious ok? :)

Whatever it is, never give up! 不要放弃！♥

To my lovable lil’ brother :)

Amongst the morning glories and primroses.

2011-08-12T21:55:00.001+08:00

“Some lament that Singapore is staid, I say they are just ignorant and myopic.
If only they would open their eyes and mind, they would be greeted with the many wonders this city of color, diversity and faces has to offer.
For in every battered brick exists a tale of days gone, in every countenance a faint wisp of toil and blood, of hopes and aspirations.
Not meaning to be didactic, but sometimes we just need to take ourselves less seriously and be appreciative.” –http://philmon.tumblr.com

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Let us all open up our eyes a lil’ and appreciate the little things around us, like the lift buttons we always use but we rarely seem to take note of it, the people around us with unusual characteristics that we always seem to walk by?

Meanwhile, let’s keep our heads up…

and not get hung.

2011-08-10T17:36:00.002+08:00

"Live in the moment. Appreciate what you have right now and don't pine for things you have yet to receive. If we search deeply within ourselves and our lives, we can discover endless things we can be grateful for. "-938Live A Slice Of Life

No you’ve got that heart on the threadmill

2011-08-09T00:29:00.001+08:00

Photos to summarise my day out to godmummy’s house on Saturday.

Been so tired recently. Skipped today’s National Day celebrations and slept till 9AM in the morning. Like. 11hours of sleep.

Really no mood. Prelims for math, science and geog is next next week! D:

What determines me? Myself.

2011-08-08T00:10:00.001+08:00

“First of all, let’s tear down any walls within our own minds. For it is often the case that we ourselves determine our limits.” –Daisaku Ikeda

Been thinking a lot lately. Perhaps..retreating a lil’ is good?

Definitely.

And find back the life I had 2 months back. I can’t believe I neglected babygirl so much. Hate myself for being a lousy friend. We drifted apart – again. I miss her so much. Hate myself so much to the maximum times infinity.

Sorry babygirl. I’m an asshole.

Shopping trip and meet up with A5! :)

2011-08-05T19:48:00.001+08:00

This was a week ago, A5 people planned a meet up at 6.30PM and I had the afternoon to spare so I went shopping in town by myself before meeting them !

Went to City Hall to buy my new lenses. After hearing so much about the photographers raving and posting reviews on the lenses, I got my EF 50mm f1.8! Got my lenses and started shooting with it! The sharpness of the photos are remarkable after using the lenses. Bought a UV filter for my kit lens too.

At City Hall

-After getting my lenses was rather bored and walked around randomly.

Bugis Junction, Haji Lane

-Randomly walked around and walk to Bugis! Went Muji at BHG but didn’t get the bag I wanted cos it was too ex to the max. 79.90SGD ): !

-Walked out and continued my walk to Haji Lane/Kampong Glam.

Did my shopping, browsed through shops but couldn’t find what I wanted! Wanted to get a new bag! D:

childhood toys!

Went to the Children Little Toy Museum.noob robot that I have to face for 8 months because I drew it as my N' level art work –.-"

Weird building shape!

Started walking back to Bugis MRT station and leave for Ang Mo Kio.

AMK w WL,KD,YL,YC

- I was the early one! Not early, but punctual!!! WL reached 20-30 mins aft meeting time, YL reached 40mins aft, KD 50mins aft and YC reached at an hour+ late!!

-Bused to the tze char place and meet up with SernDa there.

Secluded place in Sembawang (I think it’s sembawang..)

Aftermath of food frenzy fight! Food there is not bad leh! Like the veggies the most! :)

Aft dinner and a long 3hour chat-a-thon + grilling session, bused back to AMK and played pool!

Virgin try on playing pool! (as in really hold the stick right and hand posture right for the very first time in my whole 16years of living.)

It was fun! Teamed up with SernDa! And he was very ganchiong cause I could put my hand properly! Hahahah *cold sweats* Played till we forgot the time and I trained home at around 11PM+ and reached home at midnight! Fun and well spent day :)

Loots:

UV Filter for kit lens. 15SGD

Cute small miniature box at Kampong Glam. 4SGD

Canon EF 50mm f1.8. 125SGD

:) Abrupt ending.

Stand alone spirit.

2011-08-04T18:23:00.001+08:00

“Success can never be genuine unless it is based on the accumulation of steady and strenuous efforts, expended day by day and from moment to moment.” – Daisaku Ikeda.

This is the period of time when everyone will feel at their lowest during struggle. But fret not, let’s stay positive and do the best we can. Exert as much as possible.

Never succumb to such difficulties in life.

☺

Something to share :

Created my own bokeh hoods and took peekchas! Heehee. Took it in a haste and no time to set up tripod and lower ISO. (did you know I forgot what I thought a tripod was. I googled for it then I remembered it was called a tripod lolzzzz)

Hearts!

smiley!

fishes!

Starsssssssssssssss

I was most impressed by the star bokeh hood albeit me being the biggest klutz in arts and crafts, I was able to cut out a star shape!

Happy because I could cut out a star shape yay~ ☺

Okay, enough. Going to bury myself amongst my Social Studies! Goodabye!

Unanimously

2011-08-01T20:56:00.001+08:00

This is really weird. My photo of me and Vanessa stuck on my wall was crumpled. I didn’t even touch it. ): I was really sad when I saw the crumpled photo.

Btw, I pasted more photos on my wall! :)

And and and, I DIY-ed my bokeh hood just now! I made heart shape one! :>

Saw the tips here.

Result :

Noisy grainy photos cause I didn’t tune the ISO lower. Oh well, let’s try again next time! Gotta do revision now! Byebye! :)

“Eh, fried rice thank you.”

2011-07-29T21:22:00.001+08:00

Here to update!

Went to West Coast Plaza last Friday with dad, mom and sis to have dinner @ Paradise Inn! We had free vouchers for it and it was going to be expired on the 10th of Aug, so we found a suitable date to go there together!

Pretty sky~ last week skies is so damn pretty! I cannot stop snapping the view of the sunset from my house loh!

Birks that arrived last Friday. They were a size too big –_-

Paradise Inn! It is located at the basement!

When I looked inside, I was actually quite happy, because the ambience is rather nice. And the lanterns look so cute! ^_^

I only took pictures of 2 dishes. Fail. AIYA HOW CAN I STILL TAKE MY TIME AND RESIST MYSELF WHEN DELICIOUS FOOD IS ALREADY RIGHT INFRONT OF ME RIGHT!!!!! (excuses)

The food there is super nice! I recommend the Crispy Butter Cereal Prawns :D No special reason but because it is my all time favourite so I’ll just recommend you that ^_^

But just to inform you the prices of the food is rather pricey! We ordered like 7 or 8 dishes and it costs us about a 100SGD already! But thank goodness we had free vouchers so we don’t have to worry~ (^o^)/

AND AND AND! I CATCHED TRANSFORMERS! LIKE FINALLY, EVEN THOUGH I RANTED SO MUCH ABOUT HOW MUCH I DIDN’T LIKE TO WATCH TRANSFORMERS, BUT I STILL DID IN THE END!

TADAH.

I just watched a whole Transformer movie out of a Emergency Exit signboard. :D

Byebye! (^__^)

Hilltop condominium.

2011-07-27T20:16:00.001+08:00

Day 1

2 weeks back!

-Friday right aft school, went home and waited for sis to get home then godmummy and daddy came to fetch us!

Raining. Thus didn’t get to swim that day.

Went to Jurong East NTUC to get snacks first! Saw Monte Carlo. Wow I’ve just seen the whole movie. Hahahaha. A pack of Monte Carlo movie @ Jurong East NTUC! (Ok sorry lame.)

My cute godbrother was playing with rubberbands snapping them around while I was watching the teevee and he called me to look outside the window and pointed at the 1st storey balcony =.=’’’

Day 2

Saturday! Went there ourselves! :) Tapao-ed lunch for them too! So sweet me. (no lah, they asked me to help them one. Hahaha)

While walking to the block lobby….HOT GUY ALERT. ASDFGHJKL @EVERSCAR DID YOU SEE THATTTTTT @EVERSCAR!!! HOT GUY ALERT!

Pieces of their furniture started arriving bulk by bulk and they had so much to unpack! This stack of boxes is only the two monster’s school stuffs! So much ohmygoodness.

Super unproductive Evan Lee lazing around while I slog out my guts to help him pack his whole drawer of toys D:

Poor Wang2 and Brownie had to be locked out at the balcony because Brownie was too excited and peed at random corners of the new house and Wang2 was excited like he has never been to the new house before and is walking around following Brownie and smelling Brownie’s ass –.-

Found a toddler photo of Brownie! He look so much like a bear! He is soooooo cuddly wuddly ><

Sorry abrupt ending but end off with a picture of Wangwang!

I will not name call Wangwang or expose what he always do to me because there is a 60 over 100 probability that the owner of stupid Wangwang will view this blog. Hahahaha.

Byebye! I am going over to their house this Friday again! To see Brownie! Heeheeheehee.

A week gone.

2011-07-23T14:57:00.004+08:00

Past few days have not been really easy. Intensive and lots of studying, homework to do. I will pull through~

Because seriously, nothing matters when I have friends to go through with me this ordeal together. It's arduous, but friends and teachers are always there with you! :)

Few more days till prelims! Let's do this.

pictures from Mommyteo's FB, auntielow's FB, meimei's FB and everscar.blogspot.com

2011-07-19T19:18:00.001+08:00

“The jug claims that it has broken because the glass struck it. The glass contends that it has broken because the jug struck it. But they broke because they both had the potential to break. What if they were cotton and glass? They would never break. You may think that others are to blame for your misery. But it is not true. No one can break you if you become (flexible like) cotton.”

-Josei Toda

Mentors in life. Thank you so much.

ready, set, paint and ambush!

2011-07-16T01:04:00.001+08:00

As much as I would like to say I hate school right now, but when I leave secondary school 2years later after my O’s(yes I’m GOING to go for O’s), I know I’ll definitely miss secondary school. First miss list will be friends, loving teachers(exceptions included), fun I had and lastly the mugging for N’s and O’s.

I know for sure I’d miss mugging for sure. Because poly/ITE/JC campus life is too hectic,overwhelming and too much to handle. So, I should cherish my secondary school life and live in the present moment. What I am doing right now, giving in my best effort as when time passes and flies away with the wind, it is gone. There will never be another 2011 as much as you want it back. 2010 was a year of no regrets, I will make sure 2011 is worthwhile.

Sorry I’m a little emotional recently, it’s a monthly thing, no not pms. But it’s the thoughts that comes to my mind every month. Thoughts that make me feel fragile, weak and feel like breaking down every moment of the day. Okay stop it here. Shall have fun tomorrow :)

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Brought my baby to school on Thursday for art. Went exploring ard during art lesson. Took shots. Love the lush greenery, pretty blue skies..love nature ^-^

plant’s eye view.

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got another precious baby. Nikon slr! Passed down from my grandfather. It’s even precious than the Minolta slr! But the lens and mirror are damaged. Going to find repair services to bring it back to life again. No matter how much it actually costs. Cause a treasure is worth polishing it from dirt to a pretty diamond that shines once again.

Sayonara.(sorry for abrupt ending.)